This week i have been captivated by Psalm 90. Both the psalm and the reading from Deuteronomy provide a focus on our mortality.
I love this insight from the 'Journey with Jesus' Website
"Life is difficult," wrote M. Scott
Peck in one of the most famous first sentences ever (The Road Less Traveled).
"This is a great truth," said Peck, "one of the greatest truths.
It is a great truth because once we truly see this truth, we transcend
it."
Psalm
90 conveys a sense of Weltschmerz, a feeling of melancholy, apathy, and
world-weariness. The poem acknowledges the inherent futility to life, such that
"we finish our years with a moan." Whether we live eighty, ninety, or
even a hundred years, "yet their span is but trouble and sorrow, / for
they quickly pass, and we fly away."
We're
all "fighting the long defeat," said Tolkien. And nobody gets a free
pass.
Despite
the passage of time and the pain of life, the psalmist doesn't cave in to
stoicism or despair. He prays to be a person of joy and gladness. "Satisfy
us in the morning with your unfailing love, / that we may sing for joy and be
glad all our days. / Make us glad for as many days as you have afflicted us, /
for as many years as we have seen trouble."
There's
a delicate balance here between living in reality rather than denying it, and
nonetheless trusting our little lives to God's greater providence. In his
poem The Mad Farmer Liberation Front, the poet-farmer Wendell Berry
thus advises:
"Expect the end of the world. Laugh.
Laughter is immeasurable. Be joyful
though you have considered all the facts."