Last year
I shared in the leadership of a few retreats which had me thinking about
the state of the church, about our need to be honest, to face truth, and to
face our feelings. I was led to a sort of playful image, a tongue in cheek
symbol. Given the difficulties the church is facing, our aging church, our
diminishing numbers, and our dismissing status and role in society, the symbol
I chose was of feeling like we were up sh*t creek in a barbed wire canoe
without a paddle. I know it's not an
optimistic vision, but it feels real. It fitted in well with the ancient image
of the boat as a symbol of the church. Robin prior actually made a model of
this symbol and gave it to me after one the retreats.
And that was one boat, and it is real.
But I also have another story.
I have dear friend who is a potter. His name is
John and he has the soul of an artist. We regularly have lunch, share veggies
and sing a few songs together. He is not a Christian, but he is a deeply
spiritual man.
Sometime late last year, he began having a
dream of a golden boat, and then dreamed of making such a boat. He sketched,
made models, practiced the form and shape over many months. Then a month or so
ago, at one of our catch ups, he proudly showed me the finished work.
I was very impressed and moved, but it took me
a couple of weeks to really begin to listen to the message.
Here, in this symbol, was something that stood
in stark contrast to my barbed wire canoe, and I began to hear the divine voice
speaking to me through it.
This boat is gold, and, unlike the canoe, it
has many oars, it is going somewhere and has many workers, and at its centre
....is the cross, a sign of the power of grace and love and the presence of the
divine at the heart of our life."
So which is the greater truth?
It is important for us to know who we really
are and what we are really facing, and that is powerfully represented for me in
the symbol of the barb wire canoe, but the golden boat reminded me that there is more to the church than that.
In the golden boat I am reminded that the
church at her best is a precious carrier of the message of God's love and the
power of grace and compassion.
So there it is folks. The tale of the two boats.
I guess one of them may give us one sense of the reality of our situation, but
the other, for me, is a mysterious gift of God. One which is a gift of hope and
perhaps a greater truth.
Make of it what you will, but may God bless our
journey together, and may just such a golden vision inspire us to be together
what God would have us to be.